All That Glitters

Done and over//::

2006-03-13T16:36:15Z

Well... I guess I can say it's been great to write in here for a while. But I haven't recently for the specific reasons that I don't really care anymore. So this is my last post, if anyone ever reads it. You can always contact me through my email at ayumii@hellokitty.com or on msn at kawaii_ayumi_chan@hotmail.com I'm always on MSN(or almost) and I check my emails everyday. I stay online, but my journal 'life' ends here! Take care everyone! Ayumi *insert heart here*

Sniffles//::

2006-02-13T04:15:07Z

Don's back home now. I wish he wasn't. I wish he was here with me. Or I was over there with him. But it's not like that right now. And even though we see each others again in about 3 weeks, it looks far away still. I know I used to complain a bit about how it was way to warm when I was sleeping with him, cause he produces so much heat. But now it feels like I need it. I've gotten used to have him sleeping close, next to me. It's going to be weird sleeping alone tonight. Though at least I got my teddy bears. He gave me 2 teddy bears for Valentine's day <3 One's white with red writtings 'I <3* you' everywhere. And the other one is red, with white hearts all over, and he holds a white heart into its hand saying 'Always and Forever'. I really like them. Plus they smell exactly like him, since I asked Don to give me his adidas cologne, so I could put some on them. It comforts me when I walk into my room and it smells like him. Sort of makes me feel as if he was here just a few seconds ago. I just really miss him right now <3

Today, right before we went to the bus station, we stopped at Future shop to look at the MP3 players, since I wanted to buy one. We found a few and actually one that had a descent price for the amount of space on it. Don ended up buying it for me. He's way too nice to me =x.x= LOL But I'm going to pay him back. Then after when he left, mom and I headed to the mall. We wandered around, she ended up buying me a new watch... that cost her like 95$ =x.x= She said it was my Valentine's day gift. It's really beautiful. All silver and the interior it's pink but with a small orange-like reflection. After we went around the mall to look for some pants for me. I need classic-like ones. Basically no jeans, just black. Well we found some really nice ones, black with really thin white lines on them. So I got 2 of those, and also 2 tank top that go behind the neck. One black and one brown. I remember Don liked those kinds a lot on me. And I think they do look pretty on me. Aaannnd. I got this really pretty beige shirt. With long sleeves, but the collar... it's not really a collar since it actually reveals my shoulders a bit. But it's really classy-chic like. I think. Well it looks that way to me. I believe mom got herself some earrings and a necklace. I'm not sure. Well none the less, I come back home around 5pm with a few bags. It was a succesful day of shopping. And it changed my mind too. Because usually when Don leaves, I get back home right away, then into my room and I just can't help trying not to cry. Though with the shopping it kept my mind busy for a while. So that's good I guess. Though it doesn't change the fact that when I walked into my room after shopping, I felt empty. And when I think about him my heart stretch, like if I'm hurt or something. But in the end I think these feelings are worth it. Because when I'm with him it feels like my world make sense now again. But now I'm tried. So I'd better get some sleep. I have school tomorrow *blah* and I need some sleep.

Luff-luff! *<3*
Ayu~

Updaty//::

2006-02-08T14:46:00Z

I went to the specialist for my wisdom teeth this morning and I took an appointment to have them remove on March 14. It's perfect since spring break will be done, so I won't be missing any exams at school or anything. I would have taken an appointment for like next week to get it done with, but with all the exams coming and all, I can't afford missing any classes. Other than that, I can stuff is okay. I still hate my part-time job just as much and I'm always tired but that's life for me right now. I can't really do anything about... yet. So I try to take one day at a time even if it's harder sometimes. I don't know what I wanna do when school is over, so that's bothering me a lot. But what can I do?! BUT ANYWAY! Don's coming over for the weekend tomorrow x3 Yay! Finally some change... and love <3 I have a lots of things in mind we could do, but are limited on time. So I guess we'll decide when the time comes around.

That's it!
Luff-luff ~Ayu <3*

Woop//::

2006-02-01T22:34:24Z

Last entry of January 2006 :000
This month went by pretty fast x3 And I'm at week 4 in school too! I hope february and march go by just as fast. But then I'd like it to slow down when happy moments, like when I'm gonna be around Don or having a blast with my friends. Hehe. Too bad I can't stop time. Anyway! So school as been okay lately. I don't really like it and I can't wait to be done, but I think it's normal to feel that way right now, especially when I'm so close to the end. Also I'm SO tired all the time. I work every weekend and go to school during the week. I try to get as much sleep as I can, but sometime it's not so easy. And even sometimes I have downs. I just feel like nothing's working but yeah. I've been playing WoW on and off too when I can. I'm having fun, trying to catch up on Don, but I doubt that'll ever happen soon xD I'm trying my best though =>.<= And I really like to RP too, in between quests and all. It's fun! X3 Hmm... other than this... Don is coming in 8 days!! Whee!!! X3 I can't wait to see him again <3

I think that's it for now!
Love-love! *heartgoeshere*

Post thing//::

2006-01-24T02:51:18Z

What the hell, why not!? XD
Have fun people *heart*

TELL ME ABOUT YOU
1. name:
2. birthday:
3. place of residence:
4. what makes you happy:
5. what are you listening to now/have listened to last:
6. do you read my lj:
7. if you do, what is particularly good/bad about it:
8. an interesting fact about you:
9. are you in love/have a crush at the moment:
10. favourite place to be:
11. favourite lyric:
12. best time of the year:
13. best album of 2005:
14. where would you take me/where would you like me to take you on a date:

RECOMMEND
1. a film:
2. a book:
3. a band, a song and an album:

PLUS
1. one thing you like about me:
2. two things you like about yourself:
3. put this in your lj so i can tell you what i think of you.

Woop//::

2006-01-16T04:34:46Z

I know it's getting late and I need to go to bed, but I wanted to update! Today I went shopping with Ariane, I got a few things I needed for school and cords to make more bracelets for Don, and probably a few for myself as well. I found really pretty colors! Then Ariane wanted to go look for some shoes, so we went to the store next door and wandered around. Go figure I found a purse =o.o= I had been looking for so long and there I found it. TADAH!

I like it. Even though I would have probably prefered one with Hello Kitty on it, this one's simple and pretty X3 The original price ws 19.99$ But go figure it was reduced to 5.75$ =o.o;= XD So now I have a new one. Yayz! Aannnd at the same store I found 2 pairs of shoes I want. REALLY not pricy at all. A black pair and a white pair. It would cost about 75$ for both of them. My last pair of shoes cost me 120$... Like. Wow. So I'm probably gonna ask dad sometime this week. Bother him about it. And add to it that my current are indeed old. They are all blue and dirty(originally they were shiny white!) and there's a whole that's starting to appear at the bottom XD New shoes. Woop. I hope he wants to buy them for me :3 Cause I'd really like to get them! X3 Whhee~ That's it for now. FIN!

Ayu <3

At School//::

2006-01-13T16:43:34Z

It's really nice when one of your class finishes earlier, except when you end up having another class 2 hours later. My current situation. French class this morning was supposed to be from 9 to 1pm, but we finished at like... 10:30am. So now I'm here, in the empty computer class, waisting my time until spanish class. My friend Josée gets a ride from her mother, but at 1pm only. So we decided to wait together. At least I'm not so lonely for once! Though the spanish class needs to be split in too, I hope the other class is on thursday morning. Since I have no classes before 1pm on thursday, it would be perfect. I would have off after french class on friday! But we'll see what comes to happen later during spanish class I guess! Don is going out tonight, so we won't really be able to chat. But he said he would activate my WoW account today, so I'll be able to play 'properly' tonight XD Well. I'll be able to get my mail and chat with the other users in the general chat and all. Therefore if I need any help with a quest, I can always ask. I'll take that opportunity to get my levels higher while he's not playing. I know I'm not as good, and it'll take me forever to get to his level, but I'll try. I think it's a fun game, it's entertaining and different from everything I've ever played before. It passes time by a little faster too. My brother usually watches his anime on TV every friday night too, so I can be sure to have the computer at some point, even if it's not right after supper!

Other than all of this, nothing very new around here. The weather is horrible =o.x;= It's like +6C and we're in the middle of January. WTF? I remember it being like -30C last year. What is happening =T.T= Well. I don't like -30C, but I don't like +6C either. It's all ugly, rainy and disgusting outside. It makes you wanna stay in and play WoW all day XD I like it better when it's around -5C everything's frozen and it's not too cold. But yeah. I can't control the nature. Yet.

Ayu <3

Nyan//::

2006-01-13T03:01:03Z

I dropped by to see my boss today. New news, we close at 5pm on Wednesday night now. We used to close at 9pm. He said it was for January and February only though. Sucks because the only week night I can work would be Wednesday 5-9pm. But whatever. So I told him I could work anytime during the weekend, since I want to make some money. I need money. He said he'd call me if someone called sick this weekend and for sure he was going to give me hours next weekend! At least I won't have to work during week nights. That means I'll be able to play WoW a little xD I'm determinate =o.o= I'm gonna try to get higher levels =+.+= Try being the key word xD Because I can't play as long and as often as Don can. And I'm not as good either... But I'm gonna try =+.+= Hmm. Well. Other than this, I got spanish this semester. I hate it. I wanna kill it. But I need it to get my diploma. So I'll do my best to pass the class at least. I know I won't have high grades in that class, I know it. But I need to pass it, so I'm going to do my best.

That's it.
All that's left to say is that I miss my boyfriend very much~
I'm out for the night <3
Ayu~

Blah//::

2006-01-11T12:34:59Z

Well... I guess I'm okay this morning.
I feel shitty cause I barely got 6hours of sleep and the weather is horrible today. But that's about it. I have classes from 9am to 2pm today, so hopefully it won't be too boring, cause if it is, there are good chances I fall asleep on my desk. Also after classes are done, I'll probably drop by the mall on my way home. I wanna go see if there really is an EBgames store so I can buy a WoW pre-paid card. And I might drop by the little store downstairs to see if they got new purse... or if I'm still undecided on the one I saw before going to Waterloo last week. We'll see what happens. I cannot tell. I'm just, pretty neutral right now. So that's it I guess.~

Ayu <3

...

2006-01-11T03:45:01Z

I didn't realize, until now, how much depressing it was to be back home. I really hate feeling like this, but I can't seem to help it right now for some reason. SURE! I look all cheery around my friends at school and everyone IRL. But when I think about it, alone, sitting in my room, my life's so fucking boring. I go to school, come back from school, chat a little, play on WoW if I have the time, go to bed, then go back to school the next day. Not to mention this freaking part time job that I OH SO HATE with an infinite burning passion. YEAH! People keep telling me to hang on. Only barely 4 months of school left. WELL FUCK YOU! I'm sorry, but f-u-c-k-y-o-u. Because you are NOT! Living my life right now. All my friends from school like at like 30 minutes from my house, so I can barely ever hangout with them outside of school. Ariane's always working in the evening and I always work on the weekends so it's hard to see each others. I freaking got NOTHING TO DO! I can't go out anywhere for the love of god, because I barely have any money. And to put the cherry on top of the beautiful cake or whatever. MY BOYFRIEND FUCKING LIVES AT LIKE 7 HOURS FROM ME! How's that for ya? PERFECT LIFE HAH!?

Yeah sure. I got a house. And food. And my family around me. But what's it all for if I'm sad and depressed... I don't understand. I get watery eyes out of nothing since I got back from Waterloo. I miss my boyfriend yes. THAT MUCH yes. But... seriously. It can't be me just missing him. My life is boring. And I just really dislike it right now. I pray for the next day to get better, and it's often what I tell myself. I just try to be positive and see 'La vie en rose' like we say in french, but I sometimes get sick of this shit... I wish school was over. I wish I didn't have to work at this stupid store and see these stupid people I work for. I wish I could go on dates with my boyfriend every other night. I wish I had a job I liked. I wish I could just stop crying... I wish I could feel better...

But from what I know right now, no one can do anything for me.
I'm just... gonna have to do my best to keep going.
And try to look forward to something...

Ayu </3

Random//::

2006-01-10T02:38:25Z

I'm curious to see what my boyfriend has to write in this xD
But anyone can try it out really :3

1. list something random about me.
2. tell me what song/movie reminds me of me.
3. pick a flavor of jello to wrestle in with me.
4. say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5. I'll tell me your first/clearest memory of me.
6. Tell me what animal I remind you of.
7. ask something that you've always wondered about me.
8. post this on your journal and i will do the same for you.

Back Home//::

2006-01-09T15:36:03Z

Well I'm back home now. I was supposed to start school today and imagine that, the classes have been canceled XD The teacher that was giving us the 2 classes today is sick apparently. When I got out of the shower earlier there was message on the answering machine, a girl from my class said she got a phone call from the coordinator saying so. Therefore I got up early for nothing. AH WELL! Mom says I should clean my room XD I'll do it later though. At like 3pm. I'll have plenty of time before she gets home and all. Now that no ones home right now I might as well just go steal the computer downstairs and go play WoW. Cause I got nothing better to do and GaiaOnline is boring at this time of the day! YES! I PLAY WoW!! Imagine that. My crazy boyfriend got me into playing XD Anyway. So I'm home. I don't wanna be. I just wanna go back in Waterloo-Kitchener to be with my boyfriend, but life's like this. It keeps you away from the person you love the most... for some reason. That's how it is for me anyway. GOOD NEWS! My tablet's pen is working fine. Thanks to the Wacom Support that replied super fast to my email and told me what to do to try and fix it. Don did it on Saturday night, we had to let it rest over night and it was working perfectly on Sunday morning X3 Yay! No need to buy a new one.

So what's up?! Nothing much really. I just miss my boyfriend and can't wait for school to be over already. I just wanna graduate, find a job in Kitchener and leave this city... Not that I hate it. It's just... I've been here for way too long. I need a change. I need to be closer to the one I love. I need to get a little more independant and start my life for real. That's how I see it. And yeah. School re-starts tomorrow xD No class today. Wooh! I think that's about it for now. I'm off!

Ja ne!!
Ayu <3

Weehh//::

2006-01-02T04:39:45Z

It's the first time this year that I write in my LJ. HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!! I wish everyone great health, success, love and whatever you want~ On this side of the little world, I hope this year isn't too harsh. On pretty much everyone around me IRL. I know life isn't easy, but from what's been going on in the past year, I feel it might be a little hard. But I'll keep hoping everything will come together in the end!

Right now I'm at Don's place! Yay! <3 Invading the boyfriend's place xD I love it! I like to come here. It's always so calm and all. It's relaxing. And I get to spend some time with my only love <3 <3 <3 So basically I'm here for the week. I go back home on Jan 8~ I don't want to, but I start school on Jan 9. Which sucks. But whatever. I'm a little nervous about this semester since it's the last one and we only have 10 weeks of classes and 2 weeks of exams. Then at the end 3 weeks of co-op. I think that's what it's called, yeah. Though I still need to find where I'll be doing that thing. I'll just try not to think about it right now, I'm on vacations~

Tonight Don works night shift. He just left a few moments ago. And because of that I shall be trying to go to bed late tonight. I think he finishes work at 8am, so he gets home, eat and then sleep all day. Though I don't want to be up when he's sleeping(even if that's probably what will happen), so I'll be trying to go to bed late tonight. Like 4-5am if I can xD Last night we did go to bed at like 6am, but he was there to keep me company. Ah well. I think he has another night shift tomorrow too. And then wednesday he works during the day, then he's got off from thursday to sunday. So it's cool. We still get to spend sometime close together <3 Friday we're going to TO for the night, we sleep there too. Which will be fun and different for once! And thursday Don said we might go get a kitty. Cause he and Sean are planning on getting a kitten <3 I suggested they call him/her Sushi x3 They agreed to it it seems. Whee! Kitties <3 So we'll see how it goes and all.

Once again Happy New Year.
I'm off for now~
Ayu <3

Up//::

2005-12-21T21:44:09Z

A new LJ Layout. Shiny ain't it? It was made by http://www.aethereality.net/ I edited a little to make it fit as a livejournal layout and there we go. Now I should really work a new one for Nijian. His is an old one of Kenshin I made a while ago. I'll try to come up with something that has a gundam on it. Yeah. xD Easier to say then done, but I SHALL TRY! It's hard to find layouts with gundams on them these days, pfff. People! xD Anyway. Ariane's supposed to call me tonight, we're probably gonna go shopping tomorrow during the day, as I work in the evening 5-9pm. And that again on Friday. I really don't feel like working anymore, it's boring. But whatever, I'll stop complaining. And look forward to the weekend. WHEE! Christmas <3 And then New Year after that. I shall be back to my boyfriend's side! <3333 I can't wait x3

Cha-cha!
Ayu <3

Feeh//::

2005-12-19T22:31:16Z

It's been so long since I updated, ohshitz @w@
So anyway. I got back from Don's place yesterday. I didn't want to. But whatever, life calls. I had a really great week over at his place, I feel like we're getting closer little by little each time we spend time together. I don't know if he feels that way though ^^; Hmm. We went to the Pacific Mall on Saturday, just him an I. I bought 2 littles things for christmas(for others, I shall not say cause I don't want them to find out), an Ayumi DVD(Arena Tour 2005-My Story), an hello kitty wallet, an hello kitty case for my make up and stuff~, hello kitty paper to make lucky star, an heart shaped jar for the lucky stars and an hello kitty scarf, its pink <3 Also Don and I gave each others our christmas gift. I bought him a Gundam Plushie and an adidas watch. I love it, it's hot on him <3 Aaannnd he gave me the DVD box of NukuNuku DASH! I had never heard of it until now. But it was good x3 I watched it while I was over and he was working during the day. He also gave me a black bag with a rat on it. But it's not an ordinary rat. IT'S SOHMA YUKI! MWAHAHAHAH! I like it. xD And he gave me a pretty necklace too. All silver with a heart and a small gem on it. <3 <3 <3 Now I can't wait until next weekend. MORE GIFTIES! X3 I can't wait to see what's my mom and dad's reaction when they open their gifts xD Yay! I still gotta wrap them up and stuff. And probably buy a few little other thingies. But it's not much :3 I still gotta buy my sister's gift to boot. I don't know what to get her =o.o;= Though Don gave me the idea of chocolate. So I might just buy her like, this huge cup of coffee I saw at work and buy little bags of different kinds of chocolate to put into it. It's not much, but it's better than nothing. I don't know what she have and doesn't have anymore since she moved out a little while ago. Whatever. LOL

Other than that. I still gotta find out when I work this week. I called earlier today but no one answered. There's like 1 phone and it's in the back storage, there's not always people near it to hear the phone. Which is slightly stupid, but whatever. I don't really want to work, but it'll make time pass by faster and give me money to buy stuff. I'm out of things to say. So that's that!

Cha~ Ayu <3

Shitz//::

2005-11-29T23:55:30Z

Why do bad/weird/stupid things seem to happen all always in the same time? I wonder. And it's annoying. Stuff is happening around Ariane and it doesn't sound too fun. Mom's half the time comes back from work pissed off because of some stupid egoist people that she has to work with, CAN'T BE HUMAN! They are stupid. And dad... well dad's okay now. So that's good. OH! I'm feeling my wisdom teeth pushing against my other teeth when they aren't even half out. But of course I'd rather been in pain during a week over having to wear braces for 2 years => I'd rather die than wear braces, I'm serious. OH OF COURSE! We can't forget about the computer; ahahah lovely computer *sarcastic* =>.>= The internet connection crapped completely in my room. Now I usually manage to fix it, or it comes back on its own but this time its serious. There is ABSOLUTELY nothing. I can't find the problem, I checked everything I usually check when it breaks and everything looks fine. Yet there's still a stupid red X on the little computer in the corner of my screen. It's a good thing I work this weekend and that school is almost over... Even though I do not want to work because ALL OF A SUDDEN the entire city just realized it's time to shop for christmas, so there's hundreds of people everywhere in the shop and half of the staff can't even speak french when 2/3 custommer speaks french only. So I was running everywhere in the store last Saturday. And the boss expected me to work on Sunday =>.>= You gotta be kidding. I didn't go. He can call other girls, I'm not the only one working there. Hell why the fuck isn't he hiring someone else? WE NEED STAFF! MORE PEOPLE TO WORK!! WTF ARE YOU BLIND!? *throws hot ramen on chinese dude* Dumbass. Yes, my boss is chinese. 'The reason why he doesn't speak french.

Today I was inspired to draw a little, but I had homeworks to do first. I just finished these homeworks before getting on the computer(while there was no one else on, so I took my chance!)... therefore I didn't have the time to draw. Though I shall keep my few little ideas and hopefully will have the time to draw... later maybe... next tuesday? Cause that's like... the only day I have barely anything... Which sucks. Bleh. Whatever. That's life. I love christmas. I do. But not in the store. AND WHY THE FUCK IS IT STILL 12 C?!?!?! MOTHER NATURE! *POKES* GIVE ME BACK MY SNOW! December 1st is Thursday. I WANT SNOW!! *POKES* I'm done. It's been so long since I wrote here. I don't know why I don't do that more often, it's funny. I find myself amusing when I write here... ahah. *cough* Brrrhh. I think that's all for now. I said everything that was on my mind.

FRESH NEWS OF THE DAY: Canada is going back into election. STUPID GOUVERNEMENT! ==> 5 words: FUCK YOU AND FUCK OFF!!! Thank you.

Signing off~ Ayu <3

Rainy Day//::

2005-11-16T15:25:31Z

I would write everything about my last weekend, but that would be long and Don did it already in his journal. So if you'd like to know what happened or whatever, you can go read his last entry! :3 All I have to say is that it was an awesome weekend, we really had a good time together. I miss him a lot already of course, but I'm even more looking forward going to his place for about a week when school is over! It'll be nice to be away from home a little and have real vacations! I feel like I haven't had any for so long. Though for the past few days I've been feeling weird. I don't know, it seems like everything I do or want to do is boring and there's nothing that's interesting me anymore. My mother says it's normal since for the past month I had been so busy with the Salon at school, so many presentations and homeworks; and now that it settled down a little I'm bored. I find it funny, but she could be right. Also I've been having this weird feeling that something's going to happen. I used to have that often before, when I was in high school; like something bad was going to happen. Often enough my feeling was right, but it wasn't something REALLY bad, just a little inconvinient(sp). But I've had this feeling since like... yesterday. I wonder what it is. Maybe I'm just worried about everything for no reason. Bleh.

I started taking the pill last Sunday and so far it's been alright. I feel like time is going slower because when I look at the little box, I see how much I've taken and how long it is until I can see my boyfriend again. It's been 3 days since he left(therefore I've taken 3 pills so far) and it feels like it's been 2 weeks. Though I was surprised when I got back home after Don left Sunday, I didn't really feel like crying. Well actually I did, but like the other times before I didn't cry. I was feeling empty and sad, but I don't know. I guess I know I'll see him in barely 4 weeks(or at least I hope) so it makes me feel better to think about it. Now the only thing that could stop me would be my part time job. But as soon as I can see my boss at work, I'll try to talk to him and ask him if he's decided on the schedual for the christmas holidays. Sometimes he's weird, it looks like he doesn't understand me when I talk to him... Ah well. Moving on. I started talking with this girl; Shadow Puppet on GaiaOnline, and she's taking commissions. Since I've been waiting since September for Leelakin to make me a lineart and I feel like I'm still gonna have to wait another 3 months, I thought of asking SP if she would be able to do me one. She said she did it before and would be happy to work with me. So then we've been talking for a few days on and off about what I'd like, the ideas I have and stuff... She gave me a little sketch of something she did already and it looks really cute. She gathered the ideas I gave her made up something with it. It's not what I was excepting, but it's great and it's in her own style, which is different from all the Leelakin linearts you see everywhere around GaiaOnline. Hopefully it doesn't cost me too much now ^^;;;

Signing out!
Ayu <3

Ehhh?!//::

2005-11-10T03:51:58Z

So I'm having trouble fixing this new layout that I adore by the way. I made it, but the bottom isn't working. I can't see the little white lines =T.T= Stupid codes thingy. I wanna ask Bee but she's never online when I need her. BEEE GET BACK TO ME PWEASE!

Oh and credits to _bubbledtea for the icon I currently am using. Since she wanted me so badly to give her credits. But that's fine. I understand what she means since I always make layouts and signatures for people. It's nice when people appreciate what you do, but even more when they credit you for you work. THERE YA GO GIRL~ <3

I love Fairyland. I adore it.
I watched the video today OH MY! It's sexy and I really like it. K I really need to calm down now. I should go to bed I'm getting up at 5:30am tomorrow. And I got a french presentation =x.x;;;;= Noh please. Too much stuff in french, I just want it to end =>.<= OH SHIT! Niji's coming friday x333333 I can't wait to see him. I miss him so much <3 But it's sad he's gonna have to leave on Sunday. That's gonna be short cause I work on friday night =T.T= I gotta stop typing.

CHA! Ayu <3

Update//::

2005-11-04T14:44:30Z

I went to the doctor Wednesday morning, shits happen, but I finally managed to see her. And I asked to take the pill, blah blah blah~ Now I'm supposed to start taking it on Sunday IF my periods of this month don't kick in by then. I HOPE they don't. Cause then I'd be skipping this month's painful week ^^; But yeah. I guess all I can do is wait a see. ANYWAY! So our Travel Event/Expo is coming by fast HOSHITZ! It's next tuesday :0 We're getting ready and stressing out and shit XD; But I think it's gonna go well and everyone's pretty excited about everything as well! It's a good thing I'm not working this weekend, I can do everything that needs to be done and get prepared correctly :3 Other than this stuff hmmm... There's nothing else new. I got new jeans this week aaannd yeah. I miss my bf. I can't wait to see him next weekend. This shall be a short entry. THE END!

Cha-cha~
Ayu <3

New Layout//::

2005-10-23T20:07:36Z

I really thought I was one of the person who changed her layouts too often, that's when I started visiting Bee's journal more often. She changes her journal really often =o.o;= xD ANYWAY! So I got a new layout. I feel like the background could have been better, but meh. I like the roses in the corners though and I adore the girl, mainly why I used her. She's Michelle84(deviantART)'s creation. I thought the colors would make my LJ look different for once and I just really like Michelle's style.

So anyway. I finished working at 2pm today, it was weird, I dunno. I'm used to finishing much later. But I ain't complaining. Also Ariane and I had planed on going to see a movie tonight but since her brother called her today and said he needed someone to babysit his daughter, Ariane doesn't have many choices since she told him she was gonna be there this weekend. The movie is at like 7:30pm and her brother comes at 7:30. The only other time it plays is like 11pm, but I have school tomorrow at 9am so I don't wanna go to bed late. Especially since I'm tired already. Hmmm. No more exams :0000 Yay! x3 Well not until like, 1st week of December. Heh! Alsoooo, this friday my class and I are going to Montreal for the day, we got invited to this convention thingy and we're probably gonna go visit Transat offices. It should be really cool =^.^= What else...? I miss my boyfriend!!!! =T.T= I just wanna be with him right now. I miss him and I'm always cold, he'd keep me warm cause he's always warm... yeah. xD Oohh! And I have an appointment to the doctor next week, Nov. 2nd! I'm looking forward to going but I ain't much in the same time. Cause I sort of will have to get up early to go xD But yeah anyway. It has to be done. I think that's it for now.

*pets her new layout*
Bai bai~ <3

Entry//::

2005-10-21T13:36:46Z

SHIT! 2 entries in one day XD Well basically the other one wasn't much of an entry, but yeah. So this morning I was in the bus and I ask my friend if I had anything weird on my face. She said no. THEN WHY THE FUCK ARE EVERY GUY LOOKING AT ME TODAY? LOL I walk in the street, I wait for the bus, I sit in the bus, they stare at me for no reason. What's up today?! Am I more beautiful than any other day this week? =@.@;= I didn't do anything different on me today. Maybe it's the cold that got to their head, or the cold made me look prettier =o.o;= LOL Yeah it's -5C this morning :0 I like this weather. It's not too cold and I get to wear my coat that I like so much <3 Anyway.

So I've been really busy this week, working on projects and homeworks, along with studying for exams. Also I work tonight 5-9pm. But yeah. Think about the money, think about the money XD Oooh! It was my sister's birthday yesterday. She isn't feeling very well these days, she caught a bad cold and with my grand-mother always at the hospital her moral isn't all that good. But mom is taking her out for lunch tomorrow morning and I asked to go, she said I could come. So we're going out tomorrow for lunch. Mom and I are probably gonna go shopping before or after, depending what time Nat wants to go eat. I need to work on my Japan Project because the event is in 3 weeks. Things are moving I've started already, I just need to find more pictures and get them printed! I gotta work hard and a lot, but I'm sure it will be worth it in the end. Also yesterday, I had a ride with 1 of my teacher to go to the Embassy of Japan and she told me she was thinking of asking a few girls in my class to volunteer at her event in December. She told me to think about it, if I wanted to try it out with Mel and 4 other girls. It would be the weekend of December 9. We'd leave on Thursday night and come back on Sunday during the day or evening. I don't know yet as I don't know when I'm gonna go see Don, if I have to work that weekend and everything. But I think it would be a great opportunity to learn a lot and have fun in the same time :3 So yeah. That's it :D I'll go study now. 1 Exam left :0 Yay!

Cha-cha lovely!
Ayu <3

Quizy//::

2005-10-21T13:13:09Z

I stole from Don <3

A - Age you got your first kiss: 16 :0 Or was it 15?! =o.o;=
B - Band listening to right now: Good Charlotte
C - Crush: There's no need for a crush when you're dating an awesome guy already =^.~=
D - Day you can't wait for: The day where I move closer to my boyfriend, or if he moves closer. Either!
E - Easiest person to talk to: Uhh...?! My mom -^.^-
F - Farthest from home you have been: Republic Dominican <3
G - Gummy worms or gummy bears: Gummy bears :0~
H - Home town: Gatineau, Quebec <3, Canada
I - Ice Cream: Uuuhhh. Chocolate. Add bananas with that and I'm all yours XD
J - Junior High: Ecole Secondaire Du Versant(That's french for ya!)
K - Kids: AMY! *snuggles her baby* <333
L - Longest car ride ever: Uhhh... 7hours?!
M - Miss: My boyfriend and long shopping after noon with Mom <3
N - Nicknames: Stace, Ayumi, Ayu, Yumi, Mii-chan, Kanashimii, Kana
O - One wish: Health(sp) for everyone around me and myself. I hate hospitals =>.<=
P - Phobia[s]: Small places(I'm clostrophobic), Ghosts/Spirits
Q - Quote: "My heart. My life. Canada <3"
R - Reason to smile: The people around me <3
S - Song you sang last doing karaoke: Believe it or not, I've never went in a karaoke.
T - Time of day: 9:10am
U - Unknown fact about me: Even though I appear with straight hair in every pictures, my hair are naturally curly (for those who didn't know xP)
V - Vegetable you hate: Peas *shivers*
W - Worst habit(s): Uh. Eating gum all the time and my mom says I play with my hair too much.
X - X-rays you've had: Stomach/chest
Y - Yummy food: Pasta!!
Z - Zodiac sign: Crabby! *Cancer*

Quiz//::

2005-10-07T17:33:21Z

I thought this was funny xD I stole from Leelur =>.>= (Leelakin on DA) <3

1.YOUR STAR NAME
(name of first pet + street you live on):
Luna Hurd (That's actually kinda cool XD)

2. YOUR MOVIE STAR NAME
(grandmother's/father's first name + favorite snack):
Jean Squittles (?!)

3. YOUR FASHION DESIGNER NAME
(first word you see on your left + favorite restaurant):
Gial Kelseys (I have too many favorite restaurant XD)

4. YOUR SOCIALITE NAME
(silliest childhood nickname + first town where you partied):

5. YOUR "FLY GIRL/GUY" NAME
(first initial + first three letters of your last name):
Sver (=o.0;=)

6. YOUR DETECTIVE NAME
(favorite animal + name of high school):
Panda Versant (XDDD)

7. YOUR BARFLY NAME
(last snack food you ate + your favorite drink):
Chocolate Smirnoff (Is chocolate even a snack?! XD)

8. YOUR SOAP OPERA NAME
(middle name + city where you were born):
Lisa Ottawa (LMAO!)

9. YOUR ROCK STAR NAME
(favorite candy + favorite musician's last name):
Squittles Madden (OH SHITZ! X3 *is so proud to be a Madden girl*)

10. YOUR OPPOSITE SEX NAME
(name of [opposite sex] friend + cell phone company you use):
Philippe Rogers (is it Rogers!? *doesn't even know 8D*))

11. YOUR STAR WARS NAME
(first 3 letters of your last name + last 3 letters of mother's maiden name /+/ first 3 letters of your pet's name + first 3 letters of the town you live in)
Verpar Amyota (Oh shit =o.o;= XD)

Rain//::

2005-10-07T13:21:42Z

It's raiinnninng~ Ugh =>.<= And because of that my head hurts. But of course, I forgot my pills at home. But yeah. IT'S OKAY! I'm not going to complain because there are other people worse than me. People without home, without food and even some of them; kids without parents =T.T= Life is sad when you think about it... But I don't have any reason to be sad except for others... I'M AT SCHOOL. My class is only at 10am, but I'm always in early on fridays. It's cool because I can catch up on what I didn't do online yesterday and study for my exams. Because we got a test today in this class. I think I'm pretty good in this class, I'll just review my notes :3 MY BOYFRIEND'S COMING TODAY! (Happy now Don?! XD) I'm happy I'll get to be with him all weekend. <3 OH! I went to chapters yesterday and dad bought me this really cool book about Japan. And there were a few mangas that had 20% off. So I asked him if he could buy me one and he said yes. I TOOK PRINCESS AI! YAY! Okay, it's #2 and I don't have #1, but I'll be working on getting #1 sooner or letter. I went through the pages last night and it looks SO COOL! I love her wings with the red tip. SO PRETTY! X3333 I wanna have wings like here =+.+= But that's impossible. Yeah. So I'm gonna read that later today while I wait at mom's work. Cause she finishes working at 5pm and I finish school at 3pm. So I go meet her and we go get Don when she's done working. WHEE! I'm gonna have to resist the urge of reading the manga today, during the day =@.@= XD I think that's it for now. See y'all!!!

Cha-cha!
Ayu <3

Woahh//::

2005-10-06T18:29:31Z

*sneezes* =o.o= =>.<= I keep sneezing all the time this week. But my cold is gone, like, I'm not feeling sick at all. It's stupid. And annoying. But I'm gonna stop complaining because I know some other people have it worse ._.; Yeah. So what's up!? Not much on this side of the world... Later today I'm going to Chapters with my dad to get books about Japan :D For my project for the event my class and I are doing on November 8. Also my french teacher lived in Japan for a while so she said she'd bring me a few of her things tomorrow x3 I'm excited about that! Less things that I need to buy. She says she has a kimono too :0 So I'll probably just put it behind me or something. And she said she had another one I think... but it was only the uper part of the kimono. So that one I might as well wear it with black pants. Cause for the event, if we're not dressed up, we need to wear black pants and a white top. Good think, I think my french teacher said the top of her kimono is white with designs on it. Whee! Also, my bf's coming tomorrow x3 Yay!! I can't wait to see him. It'll be nice just to cuddle up and... well... yeah =>.>= *cough* I DIDN'T SAY ANYTHING! XD I'm hungry ._. I'm gonna have to wait until I get home I think... yeah. OH SHIT! My french class is cancelled next week x3 Good thing, we have a Pub on next Wednesday night. And my french class is Thursday morning. HAHA! I can party at the bar with my friends all night. Okay we have a class at like noon, but I doubt I'm gonna go. I really don't feel like doing a 2hours bus ride from home to school just for a 2hours class. It's... slightly stupid. I'll just ask Ann-chan to get the notes for me :3

Also I can't wait for Leelur to e-mail me back. I wanna commish her artses =+.+= She's so talented x3 I can't draw anything like her, so I shall pay her for stuff on GaiaOnline, heheheh! And then I'm gonna be rich on Gaia. WOOH! Life is pretty. I hope it stays this way for a while now. EH! It's Ariane's birthday Oct. 13 too =o.o;= I don't know if she's doing a party or whatever =>.>= Hmm. Maybe I should buy her a little something... And then it's my sister's birthday on Oct. 21. She said she wanted to go eat at the Japanese restaurant in Ottawa =>.>= I SAY YES! I want to eat japanese food. Yum :9 I gotta stop, I've been writing for like 20minutes now XD Okay I think that's it. You probably won't hear from me until next week. I think you know why =>.>= :3

CHA-CHA! <3
Ayu~